February 2, 2014
its sunny here today, and that makes me happy.
So this is why people live in NZ.... the beautiful sunny days with a light breeze..... ahh.... :)
Talofa lava, lo'u aiga! O a mai outou?
Well, its definitely been a week.... let's start with the random thoughts first....
-Did Logan apply to BYU?
-Dad, you should read this book called, "The Infinite Atonement" by Tad R. Callister. Sister Hengehenga is reading it and she shares the coolest insights with the Atonement! Definitely a good read - i hope to read it after she does.
well lets get on with the week.
on monday when we met with Sam, Rena, Robin, and Upu.. .it was awesome to see how their testimonies have grown. We had said things like "IF this is true, then this is also true.." and Sam cut us off saying, "Not IF it's true... it IS true." SOLID!
tuesday we had two YSA members come out with us so we went on mini-splits where we parked the car and two of us went one way, and the other two went another way. that was fun! sad news for tuesday evening.... we found out rena moved out unexpectedly - and turns out she is actually a cousin to sam, not a sister... so she now lives in mt. wellington with her other cousin and is sadly no longer our investigator. we hope to get her new address and send the other sisters over to visit her.
:(
Wednesday was a breaking point for me. We were sitting doing language study - trying to do role plays and it wasn't going anywhere, and my frustrations got the best of me from the past week, and i cried. poor sister H, didn't know what to say or do. but she did ask if i wanted a blessing from the district leader. so we met up with him and his companion at the chapel and it went really well. we all ended up having a mini study session where we talked about strengthening faith and trust in the lord, remembering that i was CALLED by a PROPHET of GOD to this mission with this language, and that i also have to be willing to make a few mistakes. we read matt 21:21,22 and ether 12:27. Through that time I've come to learn that I've been given weaknesses that i may teach people with authenticity. God is humbling me and teaching me to be a better person, and it is my responsibility to allow that change to happen through my efforts every day. After we discussed these things elder Jorgenson gave me a blessing, and woah. It was one of the most powerful blessings i've ever received. I could feel the Holy Ghost's comfort as well as the POWER all the way deep into my stomach. Elder Jorgenson, in the blessing, commanded that my tongue be loosed and for my mind to be open and understand when i listen to people speak to me. I'm so grateful for an awesome companion who is in tune with the promptings of the holy ghost to help out her stressed and probably dramatic companion (me).
Later on wednesday, a potential family we were hoping to teach told us (kindly) to not come back. we had a re-cap lesson on the plan of salvation with sam and robin and upu at the park by their house, then pepa walked by! so she joined with us. we walked back to her house after their lesson and she asked us what she can do to help sam and all them with their baptism! how awesome is she!?? she is better help than the members here.... i nearly jumped and gave her a big old bear hug when she asked that. :) also she reads her book of mormon in between her classes and her friends ask what she is doing and she tells them, "reading the book of mormon, duh!" hahahaha.... love her! I CAN"T WAIT FOR SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
thursday we met dorothy, who is finally back from Australia. she has met with missionaries over the past year or so, and so she knows a lot about the chruch. basicaly it comes down to the fact that she knows she needs to be baptized in order to receive salvation, but doesn't want to leave her AOG (assembly of god) church.... we will see what we can do to help her out. she is hilarious though! 20 years old, and full of spark and so funny.
friday we had a Sister's Specialized Training Meeting, so ALL the sisters in the NZAM met! I got to see sister Pe'a! The training was awesome!. All about the scripture in 1 chronicles 28:20. LOOK IT UP. :) President and Sister Lekias gave trainings on being strong and of a good courage, as well as other things. sister pe'a could tell i was still stressing with the language, and so she showed me D&C 35:13.... I am weak, therefore i will THRASH the nations! :) hahaha... love her. Needless to say i got heaps out of the training, and i hope to apply it to my work daily. there was a portion on training about learning a language. and at the end of it, the tongan Sister training leaders called on my randomly (or INSPIRED) to share my experience so far in learning samoan. HA. I was already teary-eyed at that point, but i got up and did my best to share my testimony and experience in learning samoan. many sisters knew where i was coming from, and afterwards many told me how much they felt for me in this. It was really nice to have all that support. I think Heavenly Father has overloaded me with love an support... now it is time for me to learn and speak this language. Each day gets better whether is it one work or a sentence, i am learning and i need to look at it that way, not what i don't know yet.
Saturday we got to take our new investigatior, Lucia (14 yrs old) to another baptism. She was a little alarmed by it, but is still all good with us teachign her. after the baptism we ended up at a members house, and they gave us more american stuff like cheetos, and peanut butter and twizlers and sunflower seeds. haha it makes them so happy to give us this stuff, and we are so grateful for it!
Sunday........... man before the mission i loved sudnays...now apart from chruch... i hate sundays. no one is out to talk to, and even the members don't want you to come over for a visit. they are slow days. we went up north closer to downtown auckland in the afternoon to see if there were any samoans there.... NOPE. not a brown person in sight. only palagi. and they were all grouchy people! so we weren't there long, just long enough for some pictures... and i dropped my camera. it still works just fine, just a faded screen for now. in the evening we stopped by sam and robin and upu. sam had asked his parents if he could get baptized on friday night and it was a firm, straight NO. But Sam was so happy when we got there because he got permission from his dad to go to the fireside that night. so we were working on getting him a ride while he got ready for it. then his dad and mom came home and (without making eye contact with us) sad on the bench on the porch and said (in Samoan), "Look, this is the last time you can come to my house. Do not visit here anymore. We go to chruch, okay? So no more of this." ..........saddest news! :( also, he is terrifying. when he said that all words english and samoan left my head. so we said bye to upu and told her she and the boys could ask the parents if if would be okay to continue lessons, just at the park not the house.... but we never wan to go behind their parents backs so we may have to take a break from meeting with them, which is so not fair because Sam and Robin and Upu all want to be baptized! They sadly can't do so without permission form the parents. :( ironic thing is that we all were fasting yesterday for softened hearts with their parents... i think this is just a trial of all our faith. :) it will happen, i just don't know WHEN. :)
so that was our week! now for the pictures!
1 and 2 - me and sista pe'a!
3 me and a cow
4 the cow was praying ha!
5 a lovely day
6 (when we traveled up north) I CAN SEETHE OCEAN! probably never touch it... it i saw it! from a distance
7 me and the beach
more to come in another email!
i love you all have a great week!!!
alofa atu, sista kamaleti